the spaces between our fingers,

UMM

2006-08-30T20:43:46Z

so yeah, i havent posted anything in this for a while, but i started school ( without elodie :[ ) and it sucks cause i hate school and there are to many people in my school, and i get homework all the time and there are tons of gay people :] yayyy. :[

umm but i have Nick in some of my classess YAYYY :] and he's in my lunch ( which is boring also)

i go over jordyns alot :] cause i love her and we love breaking our necks because it feels goooooooooooooooood :]]

elodie just told me she went parachuting and she almost died. which frightens me ( she's too crazy :] ) hahahaa

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm life is boring and sucky

this is my horoscope for today ( but today is almost over )

August 30, 2006

Horoscope for SCORPIO

Love: The Sun
Touchstone: The Emperor
Career: The Devil

You’re a real joy to be with today, Nicole! Your face and eyes are illuminated by your joy of life and by love. This is largely due to the flamboyant association between the Emperor and the Sun, who have a powerful, benign influence on all affairs of the heart. There is not a jota of a doubt to cloud your invincible faith in a love that is sincere and ever lasting. If you’re single, be prepared for an encounter that’s going to change your life. And this time, you’re really going to believe in it! At work, you'll be a tyrant! Woe betide anyone who doesn't follow your rules and methods of working. As indicated by the alliance of the Devil and the Emperor, there's simply no room for discussion. But does this mean you're going to miss the boat? Not at all! You're filled with such incredible strength you'll be able to scale any heights.

( its kinda like a tarot card thingy, but it's always true )

"If you’re single, be prepared for an encounter that’s going to change your life." << i liked that part, but umm nothing happened my life is boring like usuall. so now i'm bumbed :[

love.lust.

2006-08-21T03:13:09Z

lust is when you love what you see.
love is when you lust for what's inside.

eh, i'm bored reading magazines and watching television.
i just finished watching my show "weeds" its about this lady whose a drug dealer and all her little friends and blahh it's to complicated to recite.
um someone keeps on shocking me and its pissing me off cause i dont like what hes making me shocked about.
whatever school is starting soon and i'm getting my sched. AUGUST 22. which is in like two days. im excited and nick mclean (my best friend in the whole entire world/ besides elodie ofcourse) is going to the same HS as me, but were not in the same homeroom : [
but our lockers are very close to each other so we decided we are going to meet each other at my locker all the time, and i know i'm going to have classes with him because i copied his whole sched so that mine will be the same :]

tomorow is some kind of fieldday for freshmans its real gay and nick's dad told him he had to go and i was going to go with him but it seems you had to call the school and let them know your going on the 18th and i did not, so he's going to have to deal being alone not knowing anyone tomorow. i feel bad but there is free food and that's the only thing we liked about it so i geuss he's going to try to fake an injury and just eat food all day, what a lazy bum.

hehe

2006-08-18T20:43:52Z

yesterday elodie came over. i had to babysit my brothers till 6:30 so we just all stayed outside went on the trampoline, tree swining etc. we took some halarious videos and pictures. and then when my mom came home we went downtown. okay my neighborhood is so sketchy there were like these hillbilly people and it was so scary and when we were taking pictures this hottie like popped out of his window and was like "HEY LADIES!" it was so weird and knowing me i just looked up and smiled like a little girl hahaha. but when we were walking EVERY SINGLE FREAKING PERSON looked at us like its some big crime for walking. and then downtown we took some more pictures but we felt like fags cause people were looking at us haha it was pretty fun. and then elodie went homee.

here are some pictures:

and then today some faggish person (im not going to name) said something very mean to elodie and made her feel like shit and i always defend my friends so i started to talk to this fag and we got in a mini fight but whatever she's wicked gay. i woke up at like 1:30 so i slept through half my day and it doesnt feel lik 4:34 PM right now. but whatever elodie is probally going to sleep over! yayyyy and then we might go out to eat tonight idkk. but tomorow were probally going to the mall for some clothes wich i need desperatly.

happy happy joy joy

2006-08-17T15:44:03Z

today is going to be a nice day i can tell, elodie is coming over in a couple of minutes and my room is still not clean blahh so i have to do that fast. but when she comes were going to take pictures and all that jazz. but we can't go downtown unless we bring my brothers and i don't want to do that so we have to wait untill 6:30PM for my mom to come and then go downtown to get a bite to eat or something. :] yayy i'm happy right now!!

blah blah blah somtimes.

2006-08-17T00:14:38Z

i do not want to go to school.

life kinda sucks right now, i want to change my life so badly. ughhhhh i'm not happy right now.

my head is an empty box.

2006-08-16T04:47:57Z

i babysat the whole day including tonight. i stole my brothers shark gummies and he spazzed out and started crying like a baby.ell's internet only works so i talked to her through myspace and we're probally going to hang out tomorow.and i'm actually tired at 12:47 AM so g'night.

syhndggfkl

2006-08-14T21:42:22Z

babysitting is ending in an hour , hallejuah. today all i did was read, and thats pretty much it, wow interesting. when my mom comes home i'm going to ask her if she can take me shoe shopping i want shoessss really badly. jaime got her homeroom number but i didnt get mine yet, or i think i didnt? i'm really nervous thinking about school starting, i dont want to go but at the same time i do. i'm looking at the schedg. right now and it doesnt seem to bad, class starts at like 7:04 am -- and ends at like 2:10 pm. it ends later than middle school but whatever i'll deal with it. i hope i know someone in my homeroom, and in all of my classes or i will die, i can't stay in a classroom were i dont know anyone in i hate being alone. that's what i'm terrified about really. i have like an ocd thing with my myspace i need to change it like every day or so and its begining to bug me. i havent talked to elodie today at all and she hasnt signed into her myspace so idk where she is , she's probally doing some stuff for her Central School. i wish i was going there even if they have uniforms, because i have never been to a private school befor and elodie and nick or going there and that would be like the best HS year ever with them too nutcases by my side. thinking about that depresses me so i'm not going to anymore. yesterday i was supposed to have an Em and Cole day but it didnt work out idk where she is?!?! and i forgot her number, and that bumbed me out since i havent seen emily in like 3 months..... but maybe this weekend idk.. i'm so busy, i wish i didnt have to babysit, but if i didnt i wouldnt have any money and i live for money.

California Show Your Teeth.

2006-08-14T03:17:54Z

yeah i got a different live journal, im lame. um today i did nothing WOW WHAT A SURPRISE.i just took pictures of me around the house but the thing that sucks is I HAVE NO USB CORD!!!!!!!!!! jesus it pisses me offf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever i'm getting one soon, including a sidekick and a labtop atleast that makes me happy :] its 11:14 PM and i'm wide awake, so i probally wont go to sleep untill hmm, 2:30 PM maybe?! idk.